It's been a long long day.
Sigh so many times I start to lose patience,
I keep trying to remind myself, "Love the unlovable, love the unlovable."
God, please help me.

Let's stop procrastinating.

I'm off to reflect HAHA
Go find my motivation. find what
on earth I'm looking forward to. find what God
wants me to do.
Shutup and stop thinking
stop your ultra-sensitivity, care less rebecca
care less.
you care too much.

And God grant me favour with studying. Amen.



 

Kept saying I'd blog but I thought I'd accumulate a few days worth of post bef blogging
HI THERE (L)

Okay so where'd I stop at.
Friday! Ryan and I went to Suntec Conventional Hall Starbucks to study
and unintentionally get blasted in our ears.

Saturday, was missing bcos...
Auntie Jocelyn wan't feeling well so couldn't bring us down
so we went ahead
Believe it or not, the sound of the cars
really gives me the thrills..

Kris and Faus were somewhere nearby @Clarke for FleaFlyFloFun

Got home and spent some time
registering online for my cam warranty.


Sunday, met Auntie Christina @ Parkway Deli.
Then bumped into Shankar and mom!
We bought treats for Bjorn

Okay Hamilton deserves to win.
I still don't understand why we didn't get free passes sobzxs.
and I didn't get to go on the track this yr!

and argh... sometimes I think knowing too much inside info
isn't too good - it gets on my nerves.
Carrie Underwood...

Anws, sis was helping me with Lit just now
phew, gave me ideas.
Thanks sister!

Ohzoohzoooo, did I mention?!
We forgot Bjorn's birthday! It was 24th.

Church on Sunday was power.
Church is so fun.
I don't know why people should not go!
:D

I had a great joyful weekend
Thank you zhiming ;)
and.stop.messing.my.hair.hmphf..

Such a wordy wordy post.
Btw, found a pic!



beginning of e yr, bef I did my xray haha.

This week doesn't seem like an appetizing week..
but I'll have to trust God.

 

If I could take you away
Pretend I was queen
What would you say
Would you think I'm unreal
'Cause everybody's got their way I should feel

Xy and Atikah came over
Lunch, laze ard, chat
We recorded our podcast! Attempts. hm.

Stuck! My mind is stuck
It is blank.
I can't think of anything I wanna say..
five six seven

It's proven how humans emotions and moods affect another human's.

mooncakes.
fishing.
gozarillababehga.

I don't know!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

whirl, whirl, whirl.
Sorry msn peeps I don't really feel like talking much C:








 

A little picnic during BS on Saturday!
Very nice, heard this interesting meaningful story

Eh Parkway Swensens for dinner
HAHA I actually saw that boy outside Mac for a split second!



745 a-ahm.
Chin Mei Chin Confectionary for breakfast
One of the old traditional coffeehouses still around!
(thumbs up, me likey).

Went bedok central get groceries.

Krista and I missed Flea Titan!

Kay then I went to accompany ryan to the doc
tsktsktsk. But we had fun, still, hm ;)

Guess what I had for tea..



Hahaha so small kid.

Well now I'm down with like a cold or something?
I think it's just a flu tho.
Wanna get well wanna get well
want him to get well too!!
GRAH.

Football was haha.
6mins is kinda too long actually..

Goodnight I have to bed now
Plenty of rest needed.

and I Math-ed



Set my feet upon the rock,
and now I know










 

 

Freaky Friday..
It was such a whirling day
Just wanted to end the day as soon as I could, really ;/

Let's not talk about school,
it was busier than ever busy busiest.
That's what happens when you get an odd-week Friday
A two-hour long D&T session is enough to kill you me.

And then the rest of the day, I didn't expect it to be any better
Of course, also having to deal with a Fridayly-lag phone.
and thus upsetting people ;/
SIGH.

We walked to the end of the park and crossed the bridge. I like.
And went EastWood for ice cream
'Auntie can I have belgian choc, thank you.'
Fast only! No time to stop him...
Chan Zhi Ming ah Chan Zhi Ming..

Sis's three girls came over for a movie marathon
We had dinner and tv, Bjorn.
I joined them for the first movie and KO-ed.

In bed, it was the end of freaky friday
and the week-long of being sick.
I felt tired of trying.
Like I was about to give up.
Back to the keeping evrything2myself mentality because 
I think it may be much better though not easier.
Nevertheless God gave me good sleep.

Shuqi's twitter said,
"When you hit rock bottom, the only way you can go is up."

Right now in bed blogging away,
it's pouring out there
Everyone's still cosy in bed
Sister and friends and splat over the living room
in darkness still sleeping

I hope today will be a different day,
a much brighter one.



 

FloralDay

Today was one of the days I took away a huge lesson with me.

No doubt I feel the pain of my bestfriend
when she's going through a rough patch in her life

Having seeing and hearing all their grievances
these people around me
Hearing them tell me the same thing
I feel bad, considering being the most okay one amongst them
Thinking back of all those times (like what she said),
we always take the person we have for granted
It's true right? And one thing for sure haha,
I never had five people telling me the word 'treasure' so many times in a day.
Just hope you girls will look on the brighter side
I knw my friends have learnt sth too

Zooom let's hit the day naow.

Two days we talked so much around the table
Had a million discussions
The recent one was regarding her case
Sigh what an intense one
I hope we didn't bring more confusion to her current situation!


Krista and Faustina came over today for ConfessionsOfAShopaholic
Chatted about stuff...hm.. lol.


Haiya it feels terrible coughing like an old lady
WELL I attempted smiling while coughing (very smartly suggested)
Failed terribly. Looked so horrible :S


and.. to someone!
i'm really sorry for the mistake this afternoon ;/

GOODNIGHT.


Now I really know how your disappointment feels like.. :(





 

Glad to say my sore throat is gone
and hello to cough.
Well it's not so bad bcos it's a thousand times better than what it used to be ;/

School today was tissues.
It's fun being sectwo.
Now we have juniors to borrow e-dics frm..haa.

Chi SA2 compo,
chi retest, so we didn't go for Math
nor art.

Sat in the canteen and talked till Faussy cried C:
Atikah came along
Ryan came back
All chit chat
Fun ;)

I feel very bad...
i passed my sore throat to him!

Tried doing some Math today but I was very tired
So knocked out for a nap.

Bed time already..
God bless!


to a bestie:
God's love peace comfort is flowing through you
Victory is in the Lord, okay?
press on!








 

I LUV WATER.
:S

Hi guys I'm feeling sosomuch better today
Thank God!

Was quite drowsy and tired in school,
cough a bit here and there
Thanks Krista for the ointment ;)

I realised I shouldn't be talking so much
But my friends!
They talk crazy stuff, it's hard not to participate hahah.

I wanna study..
really so bored at home.

O. Today we found out something..
and we hope that guy is okay.
God please pour forth Your favour on him!
Amen.


Actually..in a way..
Falling ill has gotten me out of what was even more tormenting
Now i've placed my concentration on getting well.

God never forsakes,
and what I leant from sat's XYQ serv
- the most meaningful thing was about fear.
Once you let fear grip you,
it will rob you of your power love ability
so why? Fear is not from God.


Anyway, the weather is so HOT.
haha anti-climax...

I've been living on jam bread and porridge.

Ryan is so smart he has got a saving scheme now!
HAHA =)

Green tea ice cream is irritating my throat.

goodbye.
Pray for mommy.
shes sick.er.
than me

 

Guys, I am sick.

'I am not sick. I am ABOUT TO fall sick.'
As much as I tried not to claim it last night,
the fact is that I really am!

Sore throat and blocked/runny nose.

Sigh hate this.
God heal me!

I am determined to get well asap.
I need to study for goodness sake, I can't concentrate at all!

Back to sitting at the back of e class
with all the girls
All chit chat only... lol :X

Sorry Atikah for making you
convey Ryan's message thrice! :D

We went to the library supposedly to do work
then more people started coming and we all had somewhat a good chat hee

He came, then we left and headed for Changi
Played pickupsticks with pens..
LOL funny la.
Five five five.
=)

I really need to study
need to eat proper food
need to talk and laugh
need to be healthy and jumpy

Note: It's a need not a want.

It's really imp to thank God for good health.
I'm going to claim healing!!

(cheer up kristaaaa)

I need to etch in my mind:
I LOVE WATER.
I LOVE WATER
I LOVE WATER
I LOVE WATER
I LOVE WATER
I
LOVE
WATER

ahfjkahnvfswbnehrioqruoroq!!


 

I am feeling awful :(((


 

I need God
so much more than ever


Everyone woke up LATE toooday

Went to church earlier for ushering
Started playing Game of Life!
Hahahha messy

Sonam was fortunately spared from doing the much dreaded offering!
Haha it's not so bad now that I think ;P
and beloved Shuqi... turned up!
Had a gr8 service,
God was there and XYQ was on fiaaa!
I love worship.

Megumi for dinner
Let you all guess.. my fav ice cream flavour craze is... ???
lalalala dumdeedum.
don't cheat if you know the answer.
i know someone will ;p

JoshuaHo graciously lent me his History textbook
so I can do my hmwk in peace!
We met halfway as I went out to get it
Thankq so much!!

I am talking to Shankarrrr
(gave him a new name BILL)
thanks for all the advice and craziness!!
tell tommy i said hi.

BTW GRATS TO MY EVER SO ZAI USHER CAPT LIU YUAN KAI RONALD
FOR GETTING YOUR N D5000!!
HAVE FUN WITH IT ;)
It WAS my supposedly future cam!
But not anymore ;ppppp
Enjoy!

Ryan, remember what I said to you.
Tomorrow is victory day,
get your gold!
God bless you dear!

I'm dead beat tonight.
But I'm stuck.
Football is holding me back.
Ars and ManU ah.... tsktsktsk.
Adebayor is stewpid. omg Spurs scored at 57sec!

and well the Holy Spirit is telling me if i do not bed now,
tomorrow i will crash
so.. goodnight all!

I am excitedly awaiting youth camp!








 

hihihihhi so these three days
i've been up with the Dead Sea Scrolls Exhibition with XYQ,
and walking to Raffles City from Arts House
to City Hall to Esplanade and then to City Hall again faintssss
And blindly getting tricked by jie San2 twice!
Studying cum homeworking at SuperDog with Ryan and
doing fun things and listening to music
trying to finish cheesefries and 12.10 famousamos cookies
and on that day i don't know if it was me, but i couldn't get the chi compre
then on the same night i realised it wasn't just me when Xy called
then this morning i realised it wasn't us
when Mrs Lee gave me ten mins chi tuition it was like
chi literature.... hmmm.
today the both of us went parkway for sashimi
i.dun.like.octopuses.ok.eek.dont.feed.me
went to get stuff done at kodak
cold storage, outside kiddy palace, adidas
sat on high chairs and drank oreoiceblended in the wind
asked auntie for oreo and ended up getting a 'it's 20c and my boss will scold me!!' lecture:X
sent him to downtown for another chalet and headed home
met ds and his girl on the bus.
i am more or less done with hmwk well just
stupidly left my hist text in the locker i dunno how im gonna do!
oohohoho testimony time!! our plans today were
to go pasir ris farmway one for longkang fishing and whatnot but
it was pouring thankGod
i have been actively chitchatting with shuqi nowadays
 auoh juices are biting on stomach walls again! hurts hurts hurts
i thought a lot on the bus. and in the park.
there are times we are happy
times we are confused
times we feel angry
times we shed tears
times we laugh
times we are sad
times we mourn
but it's all part and parcel right?
that's a summary so goodnight all =)







 

Ahhh just got back an hour ago
Chalet was fun so fun.
KO time!

 

Cinderella on Ice was no doubt splendid
The skaters are really skilled
and were full of poise
Just amazing!

I told Xinyu, she'd fall in luv with the skaters
Then she went, 'I wanna cry alr...' HAHA.

Dinner was Jap!
Ok all with Sissy, and we
were freeeeezing in the threatre :S

Went to meet Dad&Mom at Marina
Starbucks, hsh.

Coffee coffee then I couldn't sleep
Church this morning

And I will bring praise
I will bring praise
No weapon formed against me shall remain

I will rejoice
I will declare
God is my victory
and He is here

All of my life
In every season
You are still God
I have a reason to sing
I have a reason to worship


Umbrellas are essential these days..
I don't like sharing one with my sis
(though it was mine.... haha)


Mac does not have seaweed shaker fries anymore!!!!
D:<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<

Went to visit waipo tooday, hm.


I am so packed during the holidays!! 
But I really need to study..
I'm trying to set my piorities,
And idk if I should go on Thursday.. D:
God please guide me!


GOODNIGHT READER,
JESUS LOVES YOU.


p.s. Shanky poppy cuzzy, I send you a smile!




 

Why is he so gorgeousssss *jaw drop*


I'm really happy - I did well for my common tests!
3 A1s, 1 A2, 3 B3s, 1 B4.
No Cs! For the first time.
God deseves all the glory, really.

Though I know I've done well
Gotta rmb this is only cts.
The ultimate challenge will still be EOYs.


Well school time passed at a normal pace today
My classmates are hilarious C:


Anyways
I just had a hair cut tooday!
I am HAPPY with it (first time again ;D)
It's short but not so short.


Kay hmm, thinking back,
term three kinda swooved by so quickly.
Somehow, much faster than sem1.
And I know term four is
gonna come and go fast as well.
Streaming oh streaming


Y'know sister and I won't be there at BS tmr ;(
Insufficient time for the concert!
We're gg to watch
CINDERELLA ON ICE hahaha
@ the Esplanade.
And dress up. And spam pics.
And dine.


Math tuition was such a breeze,
Mrs Lee just heard our groans most of the time
and we shared a bowl of soup Maggee LOL


Ryan no stress no stress!
I take over!


Ok guys have a blessed holiday y'all.
God bless!




 

For the first time
I tried gurgling salt water on my ulcers
Gawd suck. *sticks out tongue*

I feel like vomitting out thoughts ;/
Hear me oh the winds.
Dumdumdumdeedumdeedumdee.

Krista take care and get well soon
I share your pain.
Hugs.




 

My legs are itching to kick soccer balls ugghhhhhhhhhhh.


 

HAIHAIHAI
Missed school tdy,
Went KKH with Momma for the checkup
Thank God everything's ok ;)

(Krista was making me mad in my phone haha)
You don't really 'have fun' in xray rooms, y'know..

Delifrance with mom afterward
KKH brings me nostalgia!
Like all the gazillion times we've been there when we were young!

So heyyyyy talking about no school,
yestd ryan and I took 31
all the way to Toa Payoh believe it or not
Movie, half-boil-eggs-with-toasts-and-hot-milo breakfast (<3 rly good!), new umbrella for rain ugh, Tamp Mac!
Long day. But had fun ;)

I did well for Lit guys.
Praise God!

Back to school tmr.
Thankfully I've 2 days left of school for the week!
Pheww.

GUESS WHAT!?!?!!
The hosp people measured me
and I grew by 1cm!!!
I told Kris to spread the good news to my gfs but she dowan ;(
I strangle you tomorrow rawr.

I have Sci tuition in half an hours' time.
Ciao!

( Sweet Retro Fever )